Are You Going to See the Rose in the Vase, or the Dust on the Table

歌詞

You did good $lick It's a Smash Ayy I already know what time I'm on, double R sliding on Audubon She tryna get my love, the best I can do is a trauma bond Poppin' these pills got easier, but gettin' high been gettin' harder Remember them days in momma's house, holding to my grandfather Remember them days in the Envoy, it was just me and Oddy Now all of my homies got their own buzz, but they ain't got time for bonding Tellin' myself that it's okay, knowing it's a lie Ayy, never at home, just passin' by I was always told that boys don't cry, why am I so broke inside? Waste time on an inner child, motherfucker been dead since five Seen my dad OD at 9, was never the same again I never had a chance to win I keep reachin' out for help I can't tell if I'm too concerned with myself Feel like I'm just collectin' dust on the shelf (Fuck it, fuck it) I think it's time to bid farewell Left all the lights on but I ain't home Thirty thousand feet up Got my ice on, but I ain't cold Thirty thousand degrees up I stashed thirty thousand in the freezer Feel like a crooked congressman I blame it on Percocet, amnesia Can't keep up with my tolerance I'm tryna win this war on drugs But I lost the battle by calling up the plug Got back in the saddle Moth to the flame, I'm insane All these voices rattle Fogging up my brain, numb the pain Locked up in my castle I'm startin' to unravel Surrounded by all these snakes and jackals They keep temptin' me to eat the apple I need to tie up loose ends, form these threads into a tassel I keep reachin' out for help I can't tell if I'm too concerned with myself Feel like I'm just collectin' dust on the shelf (Fuck it, fuck it) I think it's time to bid farewell I keep reachin' out for help I can't tell if I'm too concerned with myself Feel like I'm just collectin' dust on the shelf (Fuck it, fuck it) I think it's time to bid farewell