Lived too long now you've come to take me to A place where I can die Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me Can't be something but I'll try Lived too long and waited to just drown In my self pity I keep falling down Want to be your soldier Want to be your slave I have no pride in myself Only book that I own is called How to Lose Pick a chapter, I know them all, just choose Lived too long and waited to find A place where I can die Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me Give me something but I'll try Want to be your solider Want to be your slave I have no pride in myself That's how I behave Go I can't find I can't find I can't find I can't find Why