Thinking back to all the bad I did (bad I did) How I was young and evil as a kid (as a kid) Ok, I'm better now, I ask the reverend (ask the reverend) Cause of my hell, Will I go because the life I'm livin' feel like heaven (feel like heaven) Grown better man still I'm in my gang attire Does not mean I'm going to be cast into a ring of fire Does it? If so those words you speak I can't admire The evil's in my past but today the saint is ire Get and give a lot of love, guess my 'ologists follows us I was thug, taught us, now we caught up in goddish hugs Everywhere we go, there he go, went from very low To unnecessary owes when he carries flows over the stereo I'm, on my 7 all because of rhyme But because I played the 6 once upon a time The reverend says my worldly ways I need to deaden But I can't tell because this life I'm living feel like heaven Is it heaven, or is my head up in the clouds Is there hell for me, because I feel like we made it out I put my halo on but then, it done came off again You don't need eyes to see, that this could be our only heaven So, if you see my feet up off the ground Oh, don't you let me tear this heaven down Oh, if you see my halo falling down Oh, don't you let me tear this heaven down It's funny, and when I think I'm up there... They say I fais le cul to much But they just déjà vu to much Caught up in the antics Yeah I'm tied to you because I was thinking semantics So is it dependent on what your heaven is? Or how big your 6 and 7 is? Everything preaches to you, you decipher who the reverend is This verse is speaking to the ones seeking peace in any form Far from norm' imaginations, the brain rains when it storms You say names then it forms, manifest things that were foreign To you once upon a time no coincidence is gonna rhyme Make sense in a normal line Of words you learned them at the time and they remain timeless Feeding of the dreams that you promised Before niggas knew you were prominent and dominant And all those powerful words that back then, to be honest, Were just nouns and verbs; the looks on the astonished Are normal by now I seen them same faces when I was in Spiderman pajamas So, if you see my feet up off the ground Oh, don't you let me tear this heaven down Oh, if you see my halo falling down Oh, don't you let me tear this heaven down Heaven or Hell? I never thought that this could be so real I never thought that I would ever build My own heaven So, if you see my feet up off the ground Oh, don't you let me tear this heaven down Oh, if you see my halo falling down Oh, don't you let me tear this heaven down I remember back in the day I had this song called "My Own Hell." It was depressing. But since then, I've created my own heaven, baby! And it's beautiful! Incredibly, no one deaded me, when it was lead at these red Dickies, Nobody ever headed me, let it be, said I'm breaded, B Real light, within darkness I still fight it, But if heaven is love, then this sure in the hell feel like it!