I will promise myself I won't care Distracting myself from your stare And I've seen this mistake once before With your games I will never fall for I've hung up my guns I won't kill again I won't forget you I'm not gonna let you win But I'm tired of lying Tired of fighting you And it's not gonna change You asked for my heart You know that I'm down But not the way you lie to me and tear it all apart And beg for me to stay I've sailed off to sea I'm not coming back I won't forget you I'm not gonna let you win But I'm tired of lying Tired of fighting you And it's not gonna change Counting down Make that sounds When you know it makes no sense Counting down Till you mess around When I know you can't ever change Why am I trembling Throw it overboard When I'm ready to you we'll progress Counting down Make that sounds Break the silence Pretend it's not forever I'll pull myself together I'll say that I'll forget her I'll breathe And I'll say she never hurt me And look at it as learning And laugh about the good and the bad Because I won't live forever We don't belong together I know I'll feel better One day when I can make it through I won't forget you I'm not gonna let you win But I'm tired of lying Tired of fighting you And it's not gonna change I won't forget you I'm not gonna let you win But I'm tired of lying Tired of fighting you And it's not gonna change