I still don't know who I am The only thing i know that my name is Sam And i wonder, where i lived I remember a soldier and he's giving me a gift And I'm bleeding I lay down in a hole all alone without a meaning And i suffer I am still alive and I've nothing more to offer Oh I'm not scared I am ready, i release myself Oh I'm not scared I am ready, i release myself Shooting people thats my duty I almost killed myself completely in fury And I'm not made for this The war is almost over, there's a light in the darkness I feel guilty My family is standing, waiting, it's over I've been lonley I shoot a bullet through my head My pain will be over And I'll be there Oh I'm not scared I am ready, i release myself Oh I'm not scared I am ready, i release myself Oh I'm not scared I am ready, i shoot myself Oh I'm not scared I am ready, i shoot myself