I write tons of poems Poems in my head To keep me from my problems And truths that I'll never address And I wish you could peel Peel back my skin To see behind my cold eyes So you feel what I feel in my head She overdosed And not by mistake When your ma tries to take her own life How the fuck do you speak about it? Talking in my sleep It's terrifying me Tortured every night Frozen in my dreams I built this castle strong So I can keep the pain inside But it takes over me I'm talking in my sleep Come here and take Take me by the hand Don't mind the scars that they have From the fights and the things I regret I shoot on the pain Becoming a man I am selfish and numb I'm just doing the best that I can Too proud to address My insecurities I'll just keep playing God And ignore all the help I should get Talking in my sleep It's terrifying me Tortured every night Frozen in my dreams I built this castle strong So I can keep the pain inside But it takes over me I'm talking in my sleep I'm talking, I'm talking I'm talking in my sleep I'm talking, I'm talking I'll write what I feel In songs about sex To take me from the fringes The outskirts where I always am And I always push Everyone away 'Cause the world has been cruel If you knew me, then you'd understand Hey Talking in my sleep It's terrifying me Tortured every night Frozen in my dreams I built this castle strong So I can keep the pain inside But it takes over me I'm talking in my sleep I'm talking, I'm talking I'm talking in my sleep I'm talking, I'm talking