Special Days

歌詞

There's no answer in the quiet I've been falling asleep with my heart wide open All of these strangers around me I've been running around in my head all day Tell me Did I do enough? Did I do enough? All of my friends are growing up And it's the special days that get me the most You know I know The ones that you're supposed to share with your folks It's not like I've been tryin' to forget all my Hearts But when they walk beside me They don't feel like home You know I lost track of all the people I let in It's getting harder to keep it together It's been too long And I miss my friends It's getting harder to tell if it's worth it Tell me Did I do enough? All of my friends are growing up It’s those calendar days that wreck me the worst You know I know The ones you’re supposed to circle with blood and kin I’m not out here tryna ghost all my heart scars But when they roll up right beside me It still don’t hit like home You know Tell me Did I do enough? Did I do enough? All of my friends are growing up Laughing at jokes I don’t really get Nodding along like I’ve been here before I say “I’m fine” like it’s part of the dress code Guess I’ve mastered that minimum role And it's the special days that get me the most You know I know The ones that you're supposed to share with your folks It's not like I've been tryin' to forget all my Hearts But when they walk beside me They don't feel like home You know