I was living out of a box You were reliving the years you missed out on I don't believe in god So I ain't got a shot at redemption And I fell out of love again Not with you but with living in general I lost a lot of friends, never mind 'Cause I've been on a losing streak My hearts made of stone and I can't trust my own damn feet To show me the right way home It's been a hell of a year I'm struggling to see what the next one looks like Without you here, my love I never enough... I was living in a haze Trying to make strangers feel familiar But I needed to get away Leave it all behind I travelled miles, travelled miles To end up sleeping on your floor Now I'm not sleeping well at all, anymore 'Cause I've been on a losing streak My hearts made of stone and I can't trust my own damn feet To show me the right way home It's been a hell of a year I'm struggling to see what the next one looks like Without you here, my love And every time I fall asleep I see you in my dreams but then you're gone again Yeah, you're gone again I can't seem to shake you off You're everything to me just like you've always been Like you've always been And even if I fall asleep for a second I see you I see you I see you 'Cause I've been on a losing streak My hearts made of stone and I can't trust my own damn feet To show me the right way home Its been a hell of a year I'm struggling to see what the next one looks like Without you here, my love Without you here Without you here Without you here And I will try to be alright