Am I alone with the thoughts that I have? I’m afraid that I’m scared of myself Am I the only one to doubt who I am? Wish I was someone else Everytime I try to swim, it pulls me, Pulls me deeper down Everytime I try to fly, it holds me, Holds me to the groud It tells me I’m a freak, Drains me The monster inside of me Freak Save me The enemy is inside of me Would be easier to fight someone else Than the war I fight within It’s impossible to hide from yourself Where do I begin? Everytime I dare to dream it wakes me, Wakes me with a cry Everytime I dare to love it hates me, Hates me ’til it dies It tells me I’m a freak, Drains me The monster inside of me Freak Save me The enemy is inside of me Screaming, laughing, the voice is inside my head Freak, silent echo inside my head Love me, can you even love at all Show me, show me what I ought to know Mirror, mirror mirror on the wall Tell me, tell me that I’m beautiful It tells me I’m a freak, Drains me, The monster inside of me Freak Drains me The monster inside of me Freak Save me The enemy is inside of me It tells me I’m a freak