a letter to me

歌詞

Used to be held captive by my fears Shackles on my wrists like souvenirs Lost myself and any thing Couldn't see the ending through my tears Used to hold my tongue and play along Only knew that I had to be strong Lost my own identity Didn't know what in my world was wrong Sugar-coated all my pain Couldn't help it, I was just a kid then, begging for a break Now I'm twenty, pushing twenty-one, hoping that I'll be someone Running from the person I created when I had no one Twenty pushing anxiously, hoping that I'll be happy Writing to the person I wanna be In a letter to me In a letter to me So I'm done letting myself bleed In a spiral of my own self-pity I'm done searchin' for remedies and people who don't care about me Yeah, there's a lot of things I don't know (Don't know, don't know) But I know that I'm on my way To finally bein' okay, alone No more surgar-coatin' all my pain Couldn't help it, I was just a kid, begging for a break Now I'm twenty, pushing twenty-one, hoping that I'll be someone Running from the person I created when I had no one Twenty pushing anxiously, hoping that I'll be happy Writing to the person I wanna be In a letter to me In a letter to me In a letter to me