I would have sailed away, if I'd known that nothing would change Staring out my window sill, in my wasted prison cell And I know what you want, and I know what you feel As I cradle your loving, and watch you disappear And I feel your heart beat, pounding in my head I like to control you, 'cause I can't control myself, myself Rain, come my way, mold my head like a ball of clay Softly wither into my grave, never to see the sun again And I feel your heart beat, pounding in my head I like to control you, 'cause I can't control myself, myself All alone in a crowd by myself, so sorry wish I could find a way Back into your hole again, but I'll become your enemy, yeah And I feel your heart beat, pounding in my head I like to control you, 'cause I can't control myself, myself Hole, hole, hole, hole