Hit the Switch

歌詞

I'm staring out into that vaccum again From the back porch of my mind The only thing that's alive I'm all there is And I start attacking my vodka stab the ice with my straw My eyes have turned red as stoplights you seem ready to walk You know I'll call you eventually when I wanna talk 'Til then you're invisible 'Cause there's a switch that gets hit and it all stops making sense And in the middle of drinks maybe the fifth or the sixth I'm completely alone at a table of friends I feel nothing for them I feel nothing, nothing Well, I need a break from the city again I think I'll ship myself back west I got a friend there, she says hey, any time Unless that offers expired I have been less than frequent she's under no obligation to indulge every whim And I'm so ungrateful, I take she gives and forgives And I keep forgetting it And each morning she wakes with a dream to describe Something lovely that bloomed from her beautiful mind I said I'll trade you one for two nightmares of mine I have some where I die I have some where we all die I'm thinking of quitting drinking again I know I said that a couple times And I'm always changing my mind well, I guess I am But there's this burn in my stomach and there's this pain in my side And when I kneel at the toilet And the mornings clean light pours in through the window Sometimes I pray I don't die I'm a goddamn hypocrite But the night rolls around and it all starts making sense There is no right way or wrong way you just have to live And so I do what I do and at least I exist What could mean more than this? What would mean more? Mean more? oh