A blank stare when you ask what's next. I've been lost before but never like this. Beneath my surface, I'm not what I seem. Show my strength on the outside. I'm a wreck underneath. Times been a blur. Slow my future. Too far to quit, To give up on this. It's empty when I come home. I'm the only one left here. The rest have moved on. I'm worried I'm not what you want. Say you're proud, I hope that you are.