Habits (feat. Itsumi)

歌詞

Standing alone thinking bout jumping out of This town where I feel so below of the surface All that I know and the things that I learn are all Disappointing, baby stop It's been a few years have I changed am I the same Thought that i was different never knew I wasn't sane Decisions never easy always overthink my actions When will time ease the pain just like everyone says I just found where my habits have gone I just found why this routine seems so fond If I threw it all away Would I find myself and stay Would I write better songs, better times All of the good that I do are all self satisfactory Am I a hypocrite superficial And all of the bad that I do make me hate myself Self destruction makes me feel alive I don't know where I'm from In the end am I a traitor Momma tell me please Am I still a failure Running out of time but I'm still tied up By the persona I'm trying to be Isn't romance dead yet? Is your ego fed yet? I never really smile do you think that I'm a threat I bet! Looking at my phone every day every night Tryna fill up the void with emotions I avoid I just found where my habits have gone I just found why this routine seems so fond If I threw it all away Would I find myself and stay Would I write better songs, better times Just woke up with the feeling of you All I want is to leave and to run No matter where I go will it still be no fun God I hate how I'm pessimistic yet You can't tell I just found where my habits have gone I just found why this routine seems so fond If I threw it all away Would I find myself and stay Would I write better songs, better times