This ain't going well, I wish that we had been a better version of us You can't love somebody who you didn't ever really trust I keep wondering about the plans I had I keep wondering what I do with them This is the part where I remember all the beautiful things you've said and done Even though I know that's just my head messing with my heart again I keep wondering about the plans I had I keep wondering what I do with them When this started, I was sure that This would be easy, I was looking for easy When it blew up it messed me up I think it was all me, I didn't make it easy But I I keep wondering about the plans I had I keep wondering what I do with them I keep wondering about the plans I had I keep wondering what I do with them This ain't going well I wish that I had been a better version of me But I can't love somebody who doesn't love the worst parts of me