I thought I wanted love till you showed me what it was I've never been golden but I swear that I showed it It's a blessing and a curse, for the better, it's only worse Wouldn't wish this on no one, it's one hell of a low one We're going up, we going down We can run it back, we can work it out, but, no Late at night, going out my mind Praying that the sun don't rise, like, no, mmh Waking up but wishing that you don't Is something that I pray you'll never know Up all night, drinking liquor like it's water Waking up, knowing I'm somebody's daughter, but I don't know a lot about my father Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no I need some medicine, this shit that my head is in Got me thinking, crushing it, lying in this bed I'm in Up all night, drinking liquor like it's water Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no Waking up but wishing that you don't Is something that I pray you'll never know You might love the highs but you ain't seen the lows You don't know the half of it and I pray you'll never know Waking up but wishing that you don't Is something that I pray you'll never know You never know, you never know, you never know