I just turned 26 and she was 23 She wore a crucifix but never preached at me We'd stay up all the night until the day was dead I'd get the fear of god inside my broken head Wanna fly away and change my ways I beat myself to death, while she sleeps next to me I wanna free myself from all this misery I wanna taste the love and life she gives to me But I am, my own worst enemy I tried to get some sleep her arms are over me I'm staring at the walls they're closing in on me The sun bleeds through the blinds and washes over me Today's the day I tell myself I'll set me free Wanna fly away and change my ways I beat myself to death, while she sleeps next to me I wanna free myself from all this misery I wanna taste the love and life she gives to me But I am, my own worst enemy Wanna fly away and change my ways I beat myself to death, while she sleeps next to me I wanna free myself from all this misery I wanna taste the love and life she gives to me But I am, my own worst enemy, worst enemy, worst enemy, Worst enemy