Happy For Myself

歌詞

She took me and her mom Down to the jewelry shop Wanted a second opinion Platinum or yellow gold? There's that lump in my throat I helped her make that decision And I waited to cry 'til I got in my car Oh, how can good news be so damn hard? It's not that I'm not happy for everyone else But when do I get to be happy for myself? I'm wearing baby blue She's looking at her groom He looks at her like she's special Wedding cake on her cheek I'll give the greatest speech Smile while I'm throwing rose petals And I waited to cry 'til I got in my car Oh, how can good news be so damn hard? It's not that I'm not happy for everyone else But when do I get to be happy for myself? When do I find the guy who buys the ring And says "I do" and really does the thing And my mama cries 'cause she knows I'm good And treats me like she always prayed he would And the pictures stay on the walls forever And I don't wonder if there's someone better On someone's day, I ain't jealous as hell No, it's not that I'm not happy for everyone else But when do I get to be happy for myself?