Sand Castle

歌詞

I didn't want to put the blame on nobody So I've put the time in, somewhere along the way, I lost myself Built my wealth, but I feel empty Used to be that little kid from the dirt Made a promise that I'll be on alert Poker face inside I'm on the verge All my life I just wanted to be the first First M yeah I thought I made it 10M's now I thought I made it Why do I always complicate it Things escalated, now I can't undo it Late night my mind racing like a bullet train And I can't contain it Maybe it was written, ill-fated All my wins I didn't even celebrate it I was sure I found the way to mend all the pain Now all I'm feeling is this void Alone, I am again Tried to pay my way in All these empty bottles couldn't save me I'm drowning Sand castle caved in It was all a mirage now I know it Is it too late? Blood, sweat and tears I did my best to silence my demons But they just keep creeping in Love I never felt How could you trust somebody after all this The grudge is weighing on me Finally I thought I would be seen As a man and not by my net worth Locked in, clock in work You don't know me well if you think I have lot to lose "Couple loose screws, defending whose views? I'm not a fool, though I chose hell" Said you was thirsty so I gave you water but all you wanted was some jewels I'm not the one who fell Twice for the same old spell I know how to sniff out a fake cuz I got the experience to tell But ain't a kind to dwell Without action, no conviction No vacation, days in and day out I was sure I found the way to mend all the pain Now all I'm feeling is this void Alone, I am again Waited so long, for something to rejoice my broken heart I go, beyond, far with the stars That is where I belong Don't want fame nor fortune I just want what money cannot buy No more lies But tonight I'm still all alone Dreaming of someday