Just got off a three-day bender Still enjoying the ride From what I remember Last night was a hell of a night Pro'ly need to go easy But I'm in love with the pain Don't be surprised if you see me dancing in the rain Oh, I been Killing myself softly Waking up remembering I'm losing sleep over dreams that were coming true Oh, I been Killing myself softly Lost my mind completely I really hope I can find my way back to you Some days, I'm just fine With accepting I won't change It may be a little more time Before I get sick of these games Might as well enjoy this ride, I'm the passenger in my own ship Autopilot engaged, hanging out the window this whole trip Is we flying? Or is my head stuck in the clouds? This feeling ain't allowed Better mix it with the loud It don't make my mama proud When my signals in and out But it's all I been about Oh, I been Killing myself softly Waking up remembering I'm losing sleep over dreams that were coming true Oh, I been Killing myself softly Lost my mind completely I really hope I can find my way back to you Woke up in bed next to Caroline Fingers tracing her panty line I shifted her paradigm apparently She don't mind modeling Calvin Klein for free And I feel so divine when the Calvin Klein is wearing me She telling me I better be precautious All this love and despair never cared what it cost I just fly 'til I see the sunrise behind me Tears don't even fall when I cry Oh, I been Killing myself softly Waking up remembering I'm losing sleep over dreams that were coming true Oh, I been Killing myself softly Lost my mind completely I really hope I can find my way back Find my way back