I DESERVE TO BE

歌詞

Am i being too anxious? Am i being too doubtful? Am i being impatient? Goddamn i hate this Am i being Am i being Am i being Am i being too much of myself? (Too much of myself) Cause to be honest I ain’t felt like i deserve this shit Might be hard to hear But how you think i feel Saying this shit Out loud Out loud I mean i couldn’t even confide in Someone i claimed that was by my side and All this time and I’ve been hiding I’ve been silent I’ve been violent Only to myself (Only to myself) She says i don’t need to be this hard on myself And she knows i know it (She knows i know) Am i being too anxious? Am i being too doubtful? Am i being impatient? Goddamn i hate this Am i being too anxious ? Am i being ungrateful? Am i too much In my head right now ? When did i get like this ? When did i get like this ? I could never recall And on another call My mama say I don’t smile like i used to And it hurts to hear But how you think she feel Saying this shit To her only son ? Am i being too anxious? Am i being too doubtful? Am i being impatient? Goddamn i hate this Am i being too anxious ? Am i being ungrateful? Am i too much In my head right now? Am i being too anxious? Am i being too doubtful? Am i being impatient? Goddamn i hate this Am i being too anxious ? Am i being ungrateful? Am i too much In my head right now? I think i’m finally ready to say I deserve to be