Oh, I can never be for, for Just somewhere to be alone I don't wanna be for (yeah), I don't wanna be for (I mean, mm) I wanna be Nowhere to hide, nowhere to run, I live life how supposed to People callin' my phone right now, the same ones who would ghost you They don't know what I go through, they don't know what I'm into Hidin' all of my pain, hidin' my scars, fightin' my issues Hit this party, takin' every fuckin' drug to get me high I've been feelin' so low, I'm only here to feel alive I'm tryin' not to think too much, it's ten minutes 'til five Thinkin' I should get some sleep, but it's hard to even try With these girls all in my room, all this alcohol I consume All these people here at this party, don't know what the fuck I've been through I'm like, "Fuck it though, if you pourin' up, better pour me up one too" They say I trust too easily and I fall in love too soon But my little sister doin' five months, my nephew need a new crib My momma callin' me daily 'cause she worried 'bout how I live but I'm at this party, I've been smokin', I've been drinkin' I've been stressin', don't know what the fuck I'm thinkin', what the fuck I (Yeah) Holdin' onto my past, I'm tryna from All these feelings inside me but I'm still numb All I need is a bottle to drink these feelings away (Away) If you tried talkin' to me, it's like I'm not there Room full of people, I feel like I don't belong here So you could go but I can't stay, can't stay So meet me at the after-party, yeah, the hotel lobby I'm goin' crazy and I need somebody If you're the one then girl, I need you here right now, right now, right now Meet me at the after-party, yeah, the hotel lobby I'm goin' crazy and I need somebody If you're the one then girl, I need you here right now, right now, right now Meet me at the after-party, yeah, the hotel lobby I'm goin' crazy and I need somebody If you're the one then girl, I need you here right now, right now, right now