Easier

歌詞

I know it's been a minute since we last spoke Been every type of bitter this year There's something sentimental 'bout the thought of it all But your tears are all I hear I should've loved you better I wish I could have been there I wish we never met so maybe then I wouldn't see you everywhere But you're so independent; need no one but yourself I don't know how you do it inhibition for my guilt too 'course I made a mistake Pushed you away, so I grieved your loss Killed every single memory, killed every thought, killed everything 'Cause it might be easier that way If I never had to see your face If I could pretend we never met Maybe then I'd feel okay But how can I act like you're a stranger? If you were the only one who knew me I live in a city full of people, but I am alone The comfort of your arms was the only thing I knew Getting out of bed is easy without you Silence in my car helps me focus when I drive Used to be so hard when I had you by my side Waking up at night, ripping out my hair I'm used to having fights, used to hurting everybody that I care for. It's unfair Everybody lives their own life That I'm never there for, and I lie and I steal time from everyone who ever cried, when I cry, lights on You can put it on my grave when I die At the top of the plaque "Here lies in his tomb a fucking waste of a man" I got to learn to let go, I got to learn to move on Got a lot I don't know, I have to learn to let go If I don't change who I am I'm 'a die 'fore I'm old But I can't help but hide myself behind my world of lies I made to cope with who I lost I killed you here 'Cause it might be easier that way If I never had to see your face If I could pretend we never met Maybe then I'd feel okay But how can I act like you're a stranger? If you were the only one who knew me I live in a city full of people, but I am alone (Alone) (Ahh, ahh, ahh) (Ahh, ahh, ahh) (Ahh, ahh, ahh)