I tried to tell you I didn't know how to stay You believe she can see through Cutting at the silent clay A relief, beckon deep blue Fettered in the magnet sun Eat the gun as it feeds you Spitting up the oxygen Once again Once again Once again, empty horses Gallop through the violet door Follow red, crooked courses Shadows on the moonlit floor Oh, my stars, winged creatures Gathering in silken height Like the last human teachers Once again, we must bleed new Even as the hours shake Crystal blood like a dream true A ripple in the wound and wake You believe, I believe too That you are the river of light Who I love, that I cling to In the belly of the empty night From the thirty-first floor of the simulation swarm With the drone of fluorescence Flicker, fever, fill the form With a warm gush, now I wanna touch Like we never could before I'd fly to you tomorrow, I'm not fighting in this war I wanna drop my arms and take your arms And walk you to the shore I remember building an energy shield In your room, like a temple Swallows in the windless field Very thin, with your mother Tall as a pale green tree Very wild, bright as winter Rising with a prism key And a child to deliver Taken with the blood and vine As the first little angel Little Andy, soft in your newborn skin Only one, little Andy, will you return again? I believe we can renew And you could be my brother Once again, fall asleep with our backs against each other You believe, I believe too That you are the river of light who I love That I sing to in the belly of the empty night From the thirty-first floor of the simulation swarm With the drone of fluorescence Flicker, fever, fill the form With a warm gush, now I wanna touch Like we never could before I'd fly to you tomorrow, I'm not fighting in this war I wanna drop my arms and take your arms And walk you to the shore I'd fly to you tomorrow, I'm not fighting in this war I wanna drop my arms and take your arms