Part two feels like spring I guess the shit just makes you boring Got money, I don't care about sex You knew I would take it You brought her to flex Sucker for the pain, oh honey But you said you'd die You're gonna leave a stain Like a relapse does when you really try Damn, this time I really tried Lived on, but nothing feels true Sometimes I hate her just for not being you Post rehab, I've been feeling so small I miss your attention, I wish I could call Sucker for the pain, oh honey But you said you'd die You're gonna leave a stain forever But you said you'd die Said you would have died for me Raised your voice to me Second time, I had to make myself believe I deserve it, I'm crazy But don't act like you never met me I never should have hurt you I've got the devil in me I've got the devil in me I've got the devil in me Sucker for the pain, oh honey But you said you'd die You're gonna leave a stain forever But you said you'd die Said you would have died for me