What was it I was thinking or was I even thinking at all When I think of what I thought back then then I'm ashamed and I'm appalled that I gave up all I ever was so easily Living your life is not for me I won't be sedated I won't be sedated Give me a little taste and I know I won't want more I won't be sedated stability is overrated Give me the disorder I adore <♪> What was it you were thinking or were you even thinking at all When I think of what you thought of me I take offense and I'm appalled that you could discount all I love so easily Living your life is not for me I won't be sedated I won't be sedated Give me a little taste and I know I won't want more I won't be sedated stability is overrated Give me the disorder I adore I can't be a part be a part I can't be a part I can't be a part be a part of your modern world I've gotta be apart be apart I've gotta be apart I've gotta be apart I don't grasp the values that you hold <♪> I can't be a part be a part I can't be a part I can't be a part be a part of your modern world I've gotta be apart be apart I've gotta be apart I've gotta be apart I don't grasp the values that you hold I can't be a part be a part I can't be a part I can't be a part be a part of your modern world I've gotta be apart be apart I've gotta be apart I've gotta be apart I don't grasp your values