The Number You Have Dialed Is Not in Service

歌詞

I'm falling apart You mighta thought I was playing a part in the art I've created But most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happening I keep on damaging myself Tryna fill the void with all this water round my neck I'm bout to drip until I drown All these drugs up in my nose I taste the drip that shit's so sour All these cars that I bought either don't start or got impounded Pursued the American dream The nightmare's what I doubted Catch a flight to London or I'll catch I flight to Lyon Show my face in public Show another one at home See my name on the marquee Letters falling down Littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown As soons as I reached cloud 9 it started storming Heavy thunderstorms in every city that I'm touring Life ain't like a rap video That's just a warning Hoping to see the sun when I wake up in the morning All this misery, misery, misery, fuck Look at my history, no mystery where I might end up, just shut up Don't wanna hear it, it's my decision May be my last words so just please listen So long, it's been torture bein' here So gone, getting high been how I cope with fear Same song and I'm sick of singin' it Let me move on, it's for my benefit But come one, come all to my downfall Bear witness to everything that I can't solve My therapist made me promise before I end it all That her phone would be the one I choose to call, crying, asking "Is it really worth it? What's beneath the surface or behind the curtain?" Really don't think I wanna take this any further Made one last attempt to figure out my purpose I called her phone, it said not in service When life gets hard keep on marching on Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car Keep on marching on When life gets hard keep on marching on Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car Keep on marching on