Intrusive Thoughts

歌詞

I'm historically heartbroken Drowning in my own emotions One minute away from the breaking down, down, down I'm always leaving empty-handed No one wants a heart that's damaged Only know what love that lets me down, down, down Staring contest with the walls I'm giving in to my intrusive thoughts What if I never find anybody to love Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up? 'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave Woah, what if I get to heaven and it's not even real And I die before telling you how I really feel? 'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think That maybe love's not for me If you don't look too closely You can't even tell I'm lonely Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night I try to keep myself distracted But I got all these awful habits Of listening to voices in my mind, mind, mind Oh staring contest with the wall I'm giving into my intrusive thoughts, oh What if I never find anybody to love Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up? 'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave Woah-oh What if I get to heaven and it's not even real And I die before telling you how I really feel? 'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think Maybe love's not for me Oh-oh, maybe love's not for me, oh-oh-oh Maybe love's not for me Maybe love's not for me For me, for me, for me Maybe love's not for me