I might say something stupid Talk to myself in the mirror Wear these clothes as disguise Just to re-enter the party Door is open Let in but still outside I look perfect for the background I get nervous, sip the wine I go so cold I go so cold 'Cause I don't know if I belong here anymore, I I don't feel like nothing special I snag my tights out on the lawn chair Guess I'm a mess and play the role Used to live just for the party Door is open I'm famous but not quite But I'm perfect for the background One foot in a normal life I go so cold I go so cold And I don't know if I belong here anymore, I