I don't know why my bed feels cold When I walk outside The smell of spring is in the air Though I see the sunrise I lie to myself that I'm okay My other hand is still in my pocket I'm looking for something I've lost under the shelf It was once part of myself The night is so long that I'd never reach the day My friends told me One day you'll feel better I woke up today thinking of that word Fighting against gravity I wish that you'd stay by my side I will show you all those things I hide from you When I wake up in the morning And you're already gone I don't care I'll dive into my cold bed as All of my lights go out I'm getting sick of the smell The sky I see is always pure gray I wish that you'd stay by my side I will show you all those things I hide from you When I wake up in the morning And you're already gone I don't care I'll dive into my cold bed as All of my lights go out