I wanna feel this now like a lightning strikes I wanna see this now with the blood in my veins It's a silent itching annoying my eyes I try to close them but I know it's all behind My blood is my blood I choose who to drink It controls my secrets taking over my dreams Life is lies and depression without selections Death is attraction with more directions Tomorrow is just an illusion Today is just my mind This draining chaos feeds me It's fading down my light