Gone, I couldn't murder your promise Right before my eyes The revolutions of my psychosis Kept me out of the way Once—Inside—All I hold is ash Fail—suppressing every feeling I'm in so much pain I have every fucking right to hate you I can't take it The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you My demise—I took a life worth living And made it worth a mockery I deny—and fold—but they keep on coming (Stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me Who are you to me? Who am I to you? Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence? By default, you are my only link to the outside Psychosomatic suicide Where were you when I was down? Can you show me a way? To face every day with this face, goodbye My demise—I took a life worth living And made it worth a mockery I deny—and fold—but they keep on coming (Stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me When I blur my eyes They make the whole world breathe I see you fucking me And I am absolutely controlling every urge to mutilate The one and only answer So much for memories.... I wanna dress in your insecurities And be the perfect you—I'm through I'm outstretched out for all to loathe Here we go, the ultimate irony My demise—I took a life worth living And made it worth a mockery I deny—and fold—but they keep on coming (Stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me Killing me! (Stop) Killing me!