I've got a list of bad habits I only want it 'cause I know I can't have it There I go, talkin' shit again It does me no good but it's fun to pretend I say a lot of things that I don't mean And I'll put this bottle down after one more drink For the sex and the drugs, I'd sell off my soul But the devil said you can't sell what's already been sold You think I give a fuck? Yeah, I tried that one once I gambled with my life and lost everything I love This is all I've got This is what I get I set myself up for a life of regret (I've got a list of bad habits) I'd take it back if I had the chance I wish I could explain every mistake It made me the man I am today How can I make anyone proud When I let everyone down? I can't shake this I can't, I can't fucking take it I'd take it back if I had the chance (You know I would, you know I would) I wish I could explain every mistake It made me the man I hate today