Fear of Heights

歌詞

At times When my mind wanders with my feet My thoughts reach their destination before my body Like a recurring dream I find myself traveling to lands I thought beyond my reach So new and different from my actual hideaway And before I return to that same familiar gate Words come together magnetically Clearing way through the mess of obscurity The knot of doubts restraining me They form perfect letters to you in my imagination And when finally confessed Grant my release Bodies bare of pretence Timid and undressed Do you mean to win me with these praises and offenses Why ignore me if you profess to adore me I didn't think you could stand the sight of me At least you spoke honestly My refusal was based on damaged pride Not an aversion to your advances Obsessed with visions of the world Of night in distant places What lies outside of constancy Outside of these fences Passing the blurry lights It's not my eyes It's the world that's unfocused Distracted I'm well acquainted with your inelegance and vice You're still more graceful than the night That falls in each city with a sprawling indelicacy I'm straying further from home From my safe routine And you're trying to find your own Can you blame me for inexperience Just listen It's all the same Bodies bare of pretence Timid and undressed Do you mean to win me with these praises and offenses Why ignore me if you profess to adore me Somehow I've been lifted high above the tops of trees From this frightening height The buildings seem to be flattened in the streets I tell myself Don't look down There's no way to plummet charmingly And when I do I know you'll say What a pity She's just not what I expected her to be But I can't let my fear of heights get the best of me As my mind and body journey together in a parallel reality I realize that if I'm falling At least I'm free I never want my feet to take me home