Hard to clench my fist well with all the things I should tell Tension and an ill will towards you and I It's not the same as you feel it used to be a light teal But that shade was never real for you and I Can't ignore, won't ignore That I just don't know you anymore Can't ignore, won't ignore That which you played me for You know how hard that I fell Hazy every detail about who cared the most When it comes to you and I I never thought that you'd bail I guess I let it go stale My blood is always hot when it comes to you and I You want him like you wanted me But I know that it's not the same thing Covet what you cannot bring I won't calm down I'll never let it be