I don't even know myself at all And I thought I would be happy (by now) But the more I try to push it I realize Gotta let go of control Gotta let it happen Let it happen Gotta let it'happen Let it happen Every night I try my best to dream Tomorrow makes it better Wake up to the cold reality That not a thing is changed But it will happen Gotta let it happen Let it happen Let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out No one's around It keeps glowing And the salt in these wounds isn't burning any more than it used to It's not that I don't feel the pain I'm just not afraid of hurting anymore All the blood in these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has And that's the hope I have The only thing that I know is keeping me alive GOTTA LET IT HAPPEN It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out No one's around It keeps glowing