Thrown away everything Challenged hope challenged fate Fuck the world fuck my place Like it matters Point your fingers at me Contest my integrity Question my honesty Don't even try it Feed your life to someone who cares Nothing no one do it myself One fist in the gold One foot in the grave One fist in your face Destroying So sick of believing Feels like I'm eating myself alive eating myself alive So sick of existing Feels like I'm dying Feels like I'm eating myself alive <♪> Never asked for a thing Made myself made my way On my own trustworthy I've never strayed My drive is fueled from the core Opened mind closed the door Confidence to the bone To the marrow Feed your life to someone who cares Nothing no one do it myself One fist in the gold One foot in the grave One fist in your face Destroying So sick So sick of believing believing Feels like I'm eating myself alive eating myself alive So sick So sick of existing existing Feels like I'm dying Feels like I'm eating myself alive <♪> Cleanse me to wash away drowning myself Drowning myself in the waves Cleanse me to wash away drowning myself Drowning myself in the waves So sick So sick of believing believing Feels like I'm eating myself alive eating myself alive So sick So sick of existing existing Feels like I'm dying Feels like I'm eating myself alive eating myself alive