In Your Shadow

歌詞

Taste like fear I couldnt scream i couldnt fight Locked in a darkened room My soul shut down This little nothing on the floor Laid down by your sick desire Take take take What you wanted from me Take take take What you wanted from me And my heart is broken (and i cant speak for years) My soul is shattered and torn What you have taken from me Can never be reborne.. Hands like dead Cholk hold on my fire Pieces of you die in silence Empty eyes and forever empty hearts Leaving me with dreams so violent! Take take take What you wanted from me Take take take What you wanted from me And my heart is broken My soul is shattered and torn What you have taken from me Can never be reborne Rape, fear, blame, shameless You took me down You put me under You took me down You put me under And i will feel never whole I will never feel right Just tell me why Just tell me why Just tell me why.. Never thought that you would give me Everything you that did and more And now i will give it to others ( i was just a little girl when you thought...) That you can never take away (i never knew i had..) And they'll hate me for it too Just like i hate you What you could have told me Things you could have said (and now my heart will..) Your dirty silence spreads ( and everyone i love...) And all your stupid lies burn Ill never get it back ( will stand in your shadow) I feel so dirty So unclean ( and i will never feel whole..) Like a stab or a sore. You know this happened.. This happened. The girl that you made a whore He raped me This happened And i hate myself! ( i hate myself ) For all the whore you made me (but i hate you more) I will never feel whole I hate myself ( i hate myself) For all the stuff that you gave me (but i hate you more) I will never feel whole And i hate myself I hate myself And i will live in your shadow (but i hate you more) I will never feel whole Cause you murdered me You murdered me