Halfway To Whole

歌詞

There's that feeling I won't be here for long 'Cause there just ain't no fixing Everything that's wrong And there's no going No, there's no going home 'Cause home's been forgotten For some time spent alone And my loved ones They don't call me at all But they say that they love me So I tighten my jaw And I fall Back into the weeds I don't think that it's selfish For me to be me But my music It don't heal me no more It got twisted and mangled For some bills on the board And my lover Well, I left her alone I got lost in my purpose Then my purpose went cold I'm a failure I'm a fucking black hole I bought into a liar And my future got sold Now I'm tired Of thorns in my side I don't wanna be here I don't wanna die But it's getting old Oh, I'm getting old Now I'm stuck on the shoulder And not even halfway to home And I'm halfway to Kansas And not even halfway to whole So I summon my demons 'Cause there's no one here I know And I'm halfway to dying And not even halfway to whole