I feel a darkness inside It's buried deep but alive Why do I love it so much? I need the chaos to live I see the fear as gift Your blessing and it's my curse (It's my curse) Crippled, alone Die with that truth that you hold Fragile, you're corrosive Holy water Drag me in the river Sunday murder Keep taking what you're giving Holy water Go find your killing spirit right now Someday I'll see the light I hope before I die You fed the flames of the fire To watch it burn me alive The reasons I'll never know I need the pain to survive I used to pray but I'm tired I'm here for better or worse Crippled, alone Die with that truth that you hold Fragile, you're corrosive Holy water Drag me in the river Sunday murder Keep taking what you're giving Holy water Go find your killing spirit right now Someday I'll see the light I hope before I die I don't want you To save my soul You don't need more It will take everything I have to hold you up And leave you believing my dying words Holy water Drag me in the river Sunday murder Bring me in the river now Holy water Go find your killing spirit right now Someday I'll see the light I hope before I die Holy water Drag me in the river Sunday murder Keep taking what you're giving Holy water Find your killing spirit right now Someday I'll see the light I hope before I die Die