Inexplicable

歌詞

Inexplicably high, inexplicably low I think I know what I want but I don't know where to go And all the while it seems that I'm living in my dreams And not in the now, no Not in the now When I was four, I raised my finger to a moving car It crashed, so I assumed I had a superpower I didn't raise that finger until I was nine When a schoolboy attacked for the twenty-fifth time Down I went, my index still up So convinced that he would just dropZ Powerless to make it stop Powerless to make it stop Inexplicably high, inexplicably low I think I know what I want but I don't know where to go And all the while it seems that I'm living in my dreams And not in the now, no Not in the now At nineteen, I still just about believed in God I guess that I was pretty late to shake it off Faulty magic whispers to the man who could mend I tricked myself into thinking he could cure my best friend Two weeks in, his insides give up The drugs can't help, why would words bring him love Powerless to make it stop Powerless to make it stop Inexplicably high, inexplicably low I think I know what I want but I don't know where to go And all the while it seems that I'm living in my dreams And not in the now, no Not in the now Now, my hands are pulling at the donkey's reins I feel I've done the wrong move down a dusty lane The grass could have been greener down the first road I took I'd give up my happiness just for one look But that's doing what's beating me up The game I can't win up against my own clock Powerless to make it stop Powerless to make it stop Inexplicably high, inexplicably low I think I know what I want but I don't know where to go And all the while it seems that I'm living in my dreams And not in the now, no Not in the now Inexplicably high, inexplicably low I think I know what I want but I don't know where to go And all the while it seems that I'm living in my dreams And not in the now, no Not in the now Inexplicably high, inexplicably low I think I know what I want but I don't know where to go And all the while it seems that I'm living in my dreams And not in the now, no Not in the now