Where I Find Myself (Explicit)

歌詞

Batten down the hatches And close up all the doors Secure all the latches As my black dog uses claws Find hard the constant battle I admit I'm so afraid My emotions are in tatters And nerve endings are all frayed I came to my senses In my heart I have a dream Feel pressure so intense Fight or flight is all it sees These trials and tribulations Start troubles running rife Escaping this reality Of my sad and fucked up life When I shut myself in a room From a fear of impending doom With a light from the full moon Can I find myself? All alone in my cocoon Where I recharge and retune I'll be back here one day soon It's where I find myself Goes down the generations Social ineptitude Show signs of any weakness No masculine attitudes I face fists that give a beating Spill blood behind the school Avoid your eyes from meeting Or pretend to act a fool Save face and stop pretending You can never be that cool Feed off your biggest fear That I must accept their rules I get by with my demons Like old friendships I've renewed It's better the devil you know Than the devil you didn't choose When I shut myself in a room From a fear of impending doom With a light from the full moon Can I find myself? All alone in my cocoon Where I recharge and retune I'll be back here one day soon It's where I find myself When you feel like you are broken And the world's falling apart Still dreaming of a place Where I find myself Don't leave it left unspoken What better place to start It's deep within my soul Where I find myself It's time that I was woken For me to play my part I'm reaching for the point Where I find myself I leave this as a token And I hope that you'll take heart Tomorrow is a place Where I find myself