Hang my hat, don't think I'll ever get to leave The door seems to run from my hand Every change I make will inevitably lead me back I sit and stay, aren't I comfortable? Why shouldn't I sleep? I don't think I understand Every path, every variable made so it'll bring me back Me back, me back Meditate, try a medicine, all conclusions lead I'm not meant to live that long Guilty fate, hope my father don't take it on himself if I'm gone Sit and stay, what's unbearable? Always something new that I've got to see to the end Hold your phone, record, make and edit to impose It's better than until the end, instead You'll find me as I try Ignoring my nature just strengthens the bond It will stay when I am gone So then what's there to fix when all is wasted? All potential I have lost Every memory I've embossed is where I was wrong Hang my hat, don't think I'll ever want to leave The door never met my sight Trapped inside, the fluorescent light flickers as it calls me back I sit and stay, getting comfortable, this is all I know I begin to understand every path Every variable made so it'll bring me back Me back, me back