I Wonder(2005 Digital Remaster / Live At Cabaret Metro, Chicago / 1995)

歌詞

All alone the broadening skies Under the every night I will lie Scratching claw and grip the rails Every day my living hell Oh God you know I've tried I know how hard I tried and oh I tried Hey I'd like to daze away to a Place like no one has known In a state of mind I could call mine That only I could own Where I could hum a tune anytime I choose, and then there is no such thing as time Where I can feel no pain just calm and sane What a place for one to find Now you see I'm watching everything I do and they're watching everything I say Why wont they leave me be Why am I even here I wonder You leave me wondering You leave me wondering Won't you stop watching me I said they're watching me watching me, watching me Now in my corner I got the ceiling in my eyes Arms holding up my knees And rocking back and forth my life I didn't mean to feel this way When I walked into the door Then they ripped away my memories And I cant remember who I was before Now there watching everything do and there watching everything so little real me brill only me And I only wanted to be 16 and free and I wonder