Hit you from behind She messed up all you though you stood for Never had a rollercoaster so unkind Creeping up and then rushing down so fast Screaming loud All the time ignoring all my... Questions, pressures to say What you should say How you feel today And I'll force out a smile A smile that hides behind it A hand that wants to punch a smile into you You reeled so surprised when her love went tumbling all around you Tried to hide from you just how well I'd understand You retreated into a world where I caused the pain All the time ignoring all my... Questions, pressures to see What you should see What you mean to me But I'll force out a smile A smile that hates the things you do If I could shout, if I could dream If I could tell the things you dream If I could draw a picture for you Of how I feel The words would fall around your ears And I'll force out a smile A smile that hides behind it A hand that wants to hold you tightly to me