Mhm, fuck, yeah Met you on a Saturday, knew it was somethin' soon as you spoke it Eye fuckin' across the table, don't think anybody noticed You asked me if I was comin' the city you from Maybe we should kick it, I was interested, that would be dumb If I denied long legs, good ears, great taste Smell good, sense of humor, obvious a good face And we clicked, we was at each other's hips I ain't even wanna fuck 'cause your presence was enough You and I make sense, you stay back at my tele' We was chattin' 'til mornin', the vibrations was heavy I wasn't drownin' or yawnin', that's when I told you my feelings You told me you felt the same but you got homie you dealin' with Damn, I didn't know, that's a bit unexpected But I get it, it's whatever, least I could do is respect it We still gon' kick it and check-in like nothin' could ever stop it The problem is he my friend, but if I'm honest, I'm really hopin' you drop him It's morals I really have, it's lines I could never cross But you got somethin' that make all them good intentions get lost I try to keep it together, never felt this way We spent 'bout two weeks together, only skipped one day And they say, "Bros over hoes," I'm like, "Mm, nah, hey" I would rather hold your hand and have a cool handshake But whatever, we still could be friends, it could still be champs I'ma play it cool, we got somethin', we cannot pretend, uh, uh It's, it's like starting a race And then when you take off, they like, "No, no, it's not a end," huh It was too late and shit FaceTimin', that ain't 'bout nothin', you laughin', packin' your luggage It's nothin' incriminatin' but please delete our discussions You hit me with that look and replied like, "Duh, bitch" Don't want your man to think that we creepin' behind his back Crossed the line, crossed the line, crossed the—, nah, we never did that Though I haven't seen him in months, shit, it's rare he never hit back Anyway, convince him to bring you to me so we could kick it Right in front of his lenses, nothing here is malicious You sat by me in that movie, we went outside for them doobies We walkin' off when we talk, man, that nigga not fuckin' stupid He see it, he know it's somethin' we frontin' like, "Ha-ha-ha" Whenever we "Ha-ha-ha," we suddenly press his buttons Not on purpose, but, man, I found my purpose If I fuck our friendship up for you, I think it's worth it But, nah, I can't do that, that nigga don't deserve it And plus y'all got depth, I'm just the nigga on the surface, for real Surface I said surface, like, 'cause they got roots Like, I'm the new nigga But you know, they be fuckin', haha Yuh, yuh Didn't see you a couple weeks, think he want you away from me Know y'all argue 'bout if you mad, you met him before you met me I feel guilty but not as much as I should I tried to have that self-control but not as much as I could I been down for days, you in my city and I can't see your face I can't eat knowin' you with him and not at my place I never been jealous of another man Especially when I have everything I want at hand Except you, you You know, I got every damn car, multiple cribs But it's like, "No, I want that," haha He left for some days, I cleared out my sched', I cleared out my head You dropped off at mine, I say that we fled, "No, you pick a place" Week in Tulum, a week in Capri, or die right here As long as you with me, I'll be at peace, huh You was supposed to go back home then see your bestie I told you I can't hit that zone, too busy next week You was like, "Hmm, I'll stay a week, she'll get over that" Seven days with me, your nigga like, "Where the fuck you at?" Dirtyin' my bakin' pot, tennis at my mama's spot Chauffered in the Rolls, the back entrance for them restaurants Parts playin' chess games, givin' wigs pet names Manicures, night swims, Gerard providin' methane Shoppin' til we droppin', what you coppin'? See, the price is not a option It's investments 'cause your smile is the profit to me I know around him, you gotta act like you not into me I know your answer but you gotta keep it honest with me Said you can't fully be into me 'cause you with him Then why the fuck when we link it's like he doesn't exist? And y'all know that we friends but we both aware that it's more Everything I got, if you say the word, then it's yours The only thing I'm missin' in life, I know you could be it And everyone around me that care 'bout me could see it I could fuck a trillion bitches every country I done been in Men or women, it don't matter, if I seen 'em, then I had 'em But with you, it's a feeling 'cause we twinnin' and we matchin' You stayed in the car when I went on date with that actress Whole time I'm eatin', I couldn't wait to get back In the back of the car with you and talk about who we are You told me when you with me, it's like heroin Told me that your confidence went up since we befriended, and Told me that you didn't wanna hurt him while we doin' this Told me this a awkward situation and you just wanna be through with it Told me every time you not with him, it started problems, and Told me every time you not with me, you always ponder What type of sweater I'm wearin', what music have I been finding Girl, you know that I'm a player whenever, that's what we bonded over You said you told him the truth and you never lied Now he lookin' at you with them eyes We never crossed the line but he got every right to be a lil' pissed off He picked you up, y'all got an argument, he got his shit off My energy like, "Get lost," your energy just want peace I couldn't even tell you his energy 'cause he don't speak He ain't even call you his bitch Until he see me make you smile, that nigga threatenin' as shit I'm in the wrong, though I picked you up, your energy off Your lips really dry, something is off You ask if I gotta, I ask if you gotta We trip on our words, nobody is lyin', hakuna matata We sat in the car and cried for a hour My shirt look like a showerhead got it, we called it off I'll skip the details but that night I seen hell You was in a room I was payin' for, I took three Ls Know I didn't sleep well, woke up and my knees fell They buckled to the ground, I cannot walk, shit, I need 'Vil Next day I'm drivin' 'round the city with no destination back-up Water in my eyes kept falling like Niagara Ville right beside me makin' sure I didn't crash or Do something heinous 'cause I'm emotionally jabbed up You checked every box, I thought it was it Felt like I got led on and pushed off a cliff No, I'm in the wrong, that was a friend No, fuck that, the energy we had, never again we'll find it You in the wrong, gotta remind you 'bout the times that you stepped Gotta rewind it—aw, fuck We talkin' 'bout our kinks, real cautious with the links You don't do that type of shit when you in relationship And you a hundred with your mate, so don't go actin' like no saint 'Cause it's a two-way street, and shit, you knew what I was on And while that nigga out and gone, shit, you was loungin' in my home Shit, I even let you meet my mama and y'all got along But shit, I take my L, though, it's not fun You still got your nigga and still had your fun Shit, I can't even look at you and think about bad words That's why I called and said we couldn't end this on bad terms We straight like a bad perm, we'll always be good friends And laugh about it on a sandy beach while our back burns, huh This my perspective, this how I feel I ain't fabricate nothin', I kept it real I told you I loved you and always will And if he ever put his hands on you, promise I get him killed, true True, true, true, yeah On God, I love that girlfriend I'm a sh—, I'm a bad person, like, I'm in the wrong, I'm a bad person I had no ill intentions, though Shit, everybody got hurt I got hurt, bruh It's a shit situation All the morals and power you have is vanished when a certain energy is nearin' And those feelings got so much gravity and it's out of your control It made me realize that those don't know what they doin' either We're all just children I ain't mean to fuck nobody's children, man I thought I was bulletproof She proved me wrong, man I felt two hundred percent with her It's beautiful I was able to feel But it was, it was bad timing And I'm mad private with this side of my life 'cause people are weirdos, and I just try to keep anyone I care about in the shadows Safe from the commentary and spotlight and thoughts 'Cause it's just a story for the people outside of it But I guess you're just another chapter in a book