This fluid feels like pain, this stoic mood is all in vain I reach into the dark, I tear this other me apart How many years ago, how many deaths I can't let go My flesh is temporary, my god, extraordinary You, can't, kill, my, mind A man delivered, can never make his way in darkness I know tonight will end, but I won't give this life away again Sifting through this same debris, oh my father, call to me This smoke is in my blood, this home is just no good Save me from my bitterness, give me up, I did my best Shock this system full of shit, mock this fucker lost in it You, can't, kill, my, mind A man delivered, can never make his way in darkness I know tonight will end, but I won't give this life away I won't give this life away, again A man surrendered, can never find his own forgiveness I know my life will end, but I won't give tonight away I won't give tonight away again This fluid feels like pain, this ruin feels like rain I reach into the past, my future's fading fast How many years ago, how many I let go My flesh is all I have, my face is happenstance This smoke is in my blood, this life is not enough This life is not enough, this life is not enough