There are times when I am left awake at night Wondering what I did wrong? Why I am always the failure; the complication? But still no answer, not one to a prayer See if they were really answered, I'd still have you here Like before, like it was When you made me all those promises That left me to believe that I was lucky to have you And I knew you loved me I'd have no reasons to be crying and lying to myself like I do Dragging on the story Not forgetting you But look at me now See how I cry How you really left me to believe That love never dies I'm back to before Just lonely and confused So what was I to you anyways? Just another girl to use?