It's time to stop calling them nightmares 'Cause I'm wide awake and you're not there Been gone for a while And it's been so hard tryna fake every smile And nothing's changed in the apartment I've left everything how you left it Your keys on the floor It still gives me hope that you'll knock on the door And I've been hiding my emotions 'Cause I'm really scared of showing That I'm lying And I know it Maybe that's my way of coping I tried it all, I tried my best But nothing's working since you left I'm still searching for meaning But there's not much left to believe in I've tried it all, but can't move on When did everything go wrong? There's no cure for the feeling There's no guidebook to healing Oh, no, no There's no guidebook to healing Oh, no, no There's no guidebook to healing I should delete all of the texts 'Cause I'm checking them twice before bed And start living my life 'Cause sometimes I'm stuck in just tryna survive And I've been hiding my emotions 'Cause I'm really scared of showing That I'm lying And I know it Maybe that's my way of coping I tried it all, I tried my best But nothing's working since you left I'm still searching for meaning But there's not much left to believe in I've tried it all, but can't move on When did everything go wrong? There's no cure for the feeling There's no guidebook to healing I've been losing my mind I've been stuck in my head The more that I try The more I forget That the truth is The truth is There's no guidebook I've been losing my mind I've been stuck in my head The more that I try The more I forget That the truth is Oh, the truth is There's no guidebook to healing I've tried it all, but can't move on When did everything go wrong? There's no cure for the feeling There's no guidebook to healing