Yeah, it's getting harder to move I'm back on the .30s, my cup isn't dirty But you've been diggin' up the truth Haven't slept in like four nights now Blame it on substance abuse Out in the deep end, I'm swimmin', I'm swimmin' again Yeah, uh You said, "Take it easy, otherwise I'm leaving Yeah, I don't wanna stay and watch you die", ayy Longest that I've stayed clean, my whole body's shaking I'm using music to distract my fuckin' mind, uh, so I wrote this song for you I bought these drugs for you, yeah I don't know what to do I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop I wrote this song for you Put down the drugs for you, yeah I don't know what to do 'Cause I fell in love with you (Why do you hate me?) I could never hate you, despite the words that you've been sayin' I've been having breakthroughs And hoping you were proud, just maybe Anxiety drives me insane, and my newest addiction is pain I know I said it was a 'phase' Five years later, still stuck in my brain The letter pays due, yeah Check the time, give me a cue, my darling Yeah, I'll tie up the noose Then I'll be swingin' from the ceiling fan, I'll let my soul loose, yeah I wrote this song for you I bought these drugs for you, yeah I don't know what to do I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop I wrote this song for you Put down the drugs for you, yeah I don't know what to do 'Cause I fell in love with you Yeah, calm down I've been on the come down, yeah (Come down) Going through withdrawals (Going through withdrawals) Help me when I fall, 'cause you know that I've been honest I wrote this song for you, yeah I bought these drugs for you, yeah I don't know what to do, yeah I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop I wrote this song for you I put down the drugs for you, yeah I'm so in love with you I'm so in love with you Baby, it's driving me crazy A thousand apologies couldn't make up for the time that I wasted, yeah I wrote this song for you I put down the drugs for you, yeah I'm so in love with you, girl I'm so in love with you I'm so in love with you